I dreamed of blast as a child--fire that burned hot yet never consumed. Those nightly terrors were a enable,though I didn't know it then;I have a gift for hold back. Pilot light containment blaze--A protective pyre I set myself,regulating the beam lit with my own match,sleeping on top of the coversto keep balance betweenknowing and longing.
It kind of blew. I mean. I was working to hit the books how to let let go with expression and emotion in language but had so very far to go. I desire to evaluate I've made some progress.
Sometimes when I've been out all day. I comfort drive toward my neighborhood wondering if my domiciliate will have been reduced to cinders. Then I remember that I now have a cell telecommunicate. Life's not the same mystery it once was.
it's this whole long story I'd rather not go into. I've never been in a blast or anything. Just always had these dreams. And there've been some synchronicities. Anyway.
(((majorhugs))) -- I don't want to diminsh this at all by saying I have a similar thing; I just want to overlap this: when I was a kid my parents and I went to act Mom to a local laundramat (our washer was broken) - and it was a hot summer night--storms brewing.. while my Mom washed the clothes my Father and I went to see the move "Where the Boys Are" (oh- that should date it...) -- the storms came and we picked up Mom and the clothes and drove domiciliate through crazy thunder and lightning --as we topped the hill the sky was lit up with red flashing lights and a fire transport zoomed past us toward our house. There were small flames coming from what looked desire the side of our house. But it was our nieghbors' -- their tv was struck by lighning-- and the living dwell caught fire. I've never driven to my house since any day any hour without expecting flames. Your poem -- wow. change surface early things are gems you know?
I experience about that movie! bequeath? I be in another era!However wow. That is so scary. No wonder it continued to unnerve you. In our town there were no small fires. If something caught blast it was done for. They had a bad assort of volunteers and too-small hoses. Also as it was right smack in the middle of the country lots of storms desire that lots of lightning strikes. And all those smoking people of course that used to be a common cause for fires. But I think probably more populate were afraid of tornadoes.
oh man tornadoes are sooooooooooobad.√volunteers and too-small hoses. Mom just received her meds by courier finally after hours of crying and moaning so I'm feeling a little wacky but that phrase made me giggle...... We also are all-vounteer but they take it pretty seriously and we undergo 3 blast stations fairly close. However the house on the other side of us and one away had lightning go in one end and go out the other. Andthe house at the top of the forge was hit and lost its chimney AND in the 80's (early 90's I guess,)we had an F0 torndao go up our street hitting 3 houses onthe other side-lost their roofs and some trees. Iam totally afraid of all of that stuff..... And thanks for that too-small hose giggle-- I really needed it..
Oh and that movie -- I remember not understanding most of it. but I liked the music - the theater was alter next to the laundromat or I don't think my Father would undergo taken me. It was a little kid conceive of. For weeks afterward I went aroudn trygin to sing like Connie Francis. I like that song.
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